by this time tommorrow

I promised my heart, the scars itching would never be bothered. I thought maybe one l will forget the love lost in the jungle. Alone with my thoughts crumbling the number 4 ringing in my heard listening to that Cici song, time moving with me stuck in the number 4. Can l really say am happy seeing you happy without me?  Standing again, there humiliated never regretting. Ghosts haunting the blind man who mistakenly saw the light. Before 5, the 4th was enough for you. Into the 5th, the 4th was the breaking point for me.  It was in the moment l lost my sanity l might say but i actually lost my everything in that moment!

 Time. Memories. Mum  Time flies. Sixteen years.  Sixteen birthdays without you.  Time walked away with you.  Left in the dark with a spark of memories.  Imaginations of time spent together in the last sixteen birthdays.  Memories Mum.  Staring at the stars, l remembered mum smiling.  Staring at the stars, l heard her voice. Lost in the nick of time.  Her soft cuddles.  Her smooches of love.  Her glittering eyes of courage.  She stood the heroin.  My protector, provider.  The images of fantasy...  Time took you away before we made memories Mom The morning breeze rushed through skin, wide awake from the torments of his dreams. The sun was up, he had to do something about the nightmares otherwise he was doomed. Brendon  taking up his daily routine, but today nothing seemed to make sense. His mind was pondering on that dream that had kept him awake for the past two weeks, how long was this going to go on. ...